Thursday, March 17, 2011




I love this photo of a St. Patrick's parade in Dublin, Ireland. It is kind of Macabre and so are the ancient legends fairy tales and songs.


I found this one song which comes from The Brodbdingnagian Fairy Tales. But I have heard of the Green and Orange fights before, it is humorous.


Oh, it is the biggest mix-up that you have ever seen.

My father, he was Orange and me mother, she was Green.

My father was an Ulster man, proud Protestant was he.
My mother was a Catholic girl, from county Cork was she.
They were married in two churches, lived happily enough,
Until the day that I was born and things got rather tough.

Baptized by Father Riley, I was rushed away by car, To be made a little Orange man, my father's shining star.
I was christened "David Anthony," but still, in spite of that,
To me father, I was William, while my mother called me Pat.


With Mother every Sunday, to Mass I'd proudly stroll.
Then after that, the Orange lodge would try to save my soul.
For both sides tried to claim me, but I was smart because
I'd play the flute or play the harp,depending where I was.

Now when I'd sing those rebel songs,
much of me mother's joy,
Me father would jump up and say, "Look here would you me boy.
That's quite enough of that lot", he'd then toss me a coin
And he'd have me sing the Orange Flute or the Heroes of the Boyne
One day me Ma's relations came round to visit me.
Just as my father's kinfolk were all sitting down to tea.
We tried to smooth things over, but they all began to fight.
And me, being strictly neutral, I bashed everyone in sight.


My parents never could agree about my type of school.
My learning was all done at home, that's why I'm such a fool.
They've both passed on, God rest 'em. but left me caught between
That awful color problem of the Orange and the Green.


Background: Andrew This song is one of the few that actually poles fun of the religious differnces of Ireland. He remembers growing up and his dad told him that the Scottish wear orange on St. Patrick's Day. I didn't realize why until a couple years ago. One of the reasons for the division of Ireland into North and South Ireland is because the North is predominately Protestant (Orange) and the South is predominately Catholic (Green).









Tuesday, March 15, 2011

A Wise old Indian


Getting up at 4 am is becoming a habit all of a sudden. I can not sleep any more and I can't take naps during the day. I am so full of energy! I took a walk this morning a 8 am with the guys and all our dogs. Sandy our new dog, Murphy the neighbor dog and my lil girl Tusa.

I am nice an thin now so I get cold very easily although it was 46 degrees I have long johns on, furry coat hat and gloves. I had to cut my walk short and go back cause my lungs are weak. I need to exercise them the most.

I waited for the guys on my porch with a cup of coffee enjoying the birds singing and the fresh smell of rain.

Monday, March 14, 2011

New Look





Today is truly a new day on blogger for me. I about choked when I came back after the super bowl and saw what I did to my poor blog design. I know, the Super Bowl was a very long time ago. What a mess I had made. Oh well choke it up to living in the spacey zone.


I like my new look cause I am an Irish girl! It fits me to a tee. My O'Neil ancestors which by the way somewhere dropped on of the L's in their name came by boat in the 1800's to the shores of Canada. They really took a long trip in the Canadian frontier. They ended up eventually in British ColumbiaI have a great many relatives up North and most of them are older then me.


But here is to the Irish folk and who ever can relate.




May those who love us love us.




And those that don't love us,




May God turn their hearts.




And if He doesn't turn their hearts,




May he turn their ankles,




So we'll know them by their




Limping.












Friday, February 4, 2011

Yeah Steelers

I am so exited! I got a call on my phone, never mind it was an automated call. I got the call!!!!

I am a Steeler's die hard fan, have been since an old boyfriend of mine got me hooked watching them.

Yeah maybe some of it had to do with liking him. Well yeah it was all about liking him since I never watched football till I met him. LOL

The TV station in my area was fighting renewing a contract with FOX. Guess who one. Fox went off the are 2 weeks ago and left us in the dark watching the playoffs.

They got phoned and emailed and people shut off Direct TV and went to Dish. Some went and got antenna's with the boxes etc etc etc.

Last night the phone call said they are going back on the air and sorry for any inconvenience.

Me is happy girl going to grill the brats and make Frank's Chicken Wings. Gotta have a Guacamole and Ranch dip. Yummmy

Oh yeah, I have to mention I got the Steeler's Mascot from another Blogger. http://www.billypsmom.blogspot.com

Sunday, January 30, 2011

The East End of the Columbia

This is the wonderful Columbia River coming down from Eastern Washington where I live now and going to the Pacific ocean several hundred miles away.

I like living on the river with all the different birds like Bald Eagles and Golden Eagles, Pelicans and such flying by. There are even Beaver here living in the back waters and lots of deer passing by.

About the only critter I have not encountered here are squirrels, not a one. Our little village is so isolated none have gotten here or hitched a ride on a train yet.

Oh yes we have lots of trains running by up and down the river at least they don't toot their horns every time they go by or we would go crazy. They just shoot on by.

Over cast and grey today and is 39 degrees out.

I feel great today and walked over to a friends house three blocks away with the North wind blowing in my face, sooooo cold!

Did I say my hair is growing back for the third time? Maybe I won't lose it this time. I am sick of seeing a bald head starring back at me in the mirror.

I am wearing a red turtleneck today because the color red makes me feel good too and of coarse my harley hat to keep that darn head of mine warm!!! I need more hair.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

New Day In Paradise


Here we are the second day with happy pills, I call them that because they are pills to give me energy and no nausea. Actually they are "Ondansetron" and "Dexamethasone". This is why I am actually able to write this blog for the second day in a row! Lord willin he will step in when the pills go away and I can continue on piddling away here with my mundane rambling.
I have a wonderful friend which I call not my sister in the Lord but my daughter in the Lord. Her name is Anne or some spell it Annie. I have known this kid will she was still a bun in the oven. My daughter and her have been tight buds since could pull each others hair and I mean that literally. They would scream and cry and keep going at it. Honery lil girls.
But she grew up and God gave her a gift it has been a hard one for her to learn or should I say wrap her mind and spirit around. She has words for people and dreams about them to share.
She has had a few for me even though she hasn't seen me in 25 years and we live a couple of hundred miles away. Through my daughter she got my phone number and the Lord has given her words of encouragement and scriptures that are confirmed to me, and to give her the guts to step out on a limb like that. She truly hears from the Lord.
Her latest word has been not to listen to the enemy accusing me in my ear. This confirms what I had just read in Zechariah when Joshua the High Priest stood before the Angel of the Lord all dirty and satan standing at his right hand to resist him. The Angel said, The Lord rebuke you Satan. The Angel took the dirty garments off Joshua and put clean ones on him instead. Joshua, he said, Behold I have caused your sin to pass from you.
Our battle is in our minds, that is why we need the helmet of Salvation to cover our minds. We are in a battle with satan. We don't have to take his dirty little lies. The Lord covers us!
She shared a wonderful book called, " Battlefield of the Mind" by Joyce Meyer. It is all about what we choose to listen to. We with the help of the holy spirit can win.
I am into winning battles especially the battle of cancer along the rocky path.
Now that I am done sucking away at my Jolly Rancher I am done here today!

Friday, January 28, 2011

Post Doctor Day

Since I moved last Spring to Plymouth, Washington. It is a whole different world of people places and things growing in the ground. We live on the Columbia River now but we are in the desert. We don't have dust here we have sand. We live in a banana belt now and am loving it! We call it the village since we only have a post office and tavern. The two most important businesses to have these days, hahahaaaaa. Our mail is always missing or sent back and the Tavern thinks everyone that goes there is a trucker cause it give you enough on one plate to feed three people. Oh no they won't give you any thing less even if you say you will pay for it. They will give ya an extra plate and utensils to eat with though at no extra charge. They differently know how to make people fat with lots of high cholesterol here!

The authorities have outlawed digging up artifacts of Native Americans. I can understand why. There are burial grounds here and lots of history in those arrow heads and pottery. We have a very prosperous casino about 45 minutes down the road called Wild horse, just past Pendleton.

I happen to travel up the River on the Oregon side about 56 miles to see a wonderful Oncology Doctor, Dr. Bronstein has his practice in Walla Walla, Washington. I always say ya can't go wrong with a long hair Jewish doctor. Smart he is!
He adjusted my treatments to a different chemo therapy since the last on I have been using just wouldn't kick that cancer. It would come back in less then 3 months. That is not good. I just hope and pray this new treatment with the help of the Lord will wipe it out for good.

My blood counts are showing improvement every time I go in which is every 2 weeks now. I was going in every week and it almost totally wiped out my white blood cells so he had to stop chemo for a week for it to replenish itself.
On ward Christian Soldier marching off to war, that's me, helmet of Salvation, sword of the Spirit, breastplate of righteousness, girded around the waist with Truth and my feet shod with the preparation with the gospel of Peace.



Friday, January 21, 2011

Stylish Blogger Award

January 21st, 20011


The Stylish blogger Award


Has been given out once more !



I would like to thank the person only because I am made to for giving me an award I really don't deserve since I have been staying away from the tangling mess of Blogger! It is none other then that hard drinking, insecure, piano playing Texan we all love, http://lonestarconcerto.blogspot.com/

Here are the rules:

1.Thank the person who gave you the award and give a link to their journal.
2. You need to share seven things about yourself, that could be scary.
3. You have to award 15 recently discovered blogger, which I found almost impossible since everyone I discovered are writing any more.
4. Contact these bloggers and tell them about the award.

Here goes my pathetic life for a to see.

1. At this time I am going through Chemo because I was found with stage 4 Ovarian cancer over 2 years ago. Hanging in there. "Greater is He who is in me then he that is in the world. This is only a path in life I will travel on through.

2. I love to take walks down to the Island and watch the beaver work and the bald eagles rest in the trees,sometimes even deer are there. We live on the Coloumbia River.

3. I am a nut about photographing anything from a praying mantis to my dog Tusa. I am learning to look at the world in a different way when taking photos. It is not so easy to catch good ones that don't look dorky.

5. Fine wine is my forte. I have drank wine since I was a child thanks to my mother. I live in a region that has wineries everywhere in the Walla Walla valley and Yakima too. These places can grow grapes other places can't and the red wine is superb. Now don't I sound like a snob.

6. When I have hair, it can be different colors according to my wim. It is growing back again and it is curly. I used to have very straight hair. I have gathered alot of hats to keep my head warm. I found a wig at one of the clinics but it feels like I am wearing a dog on my head who has fleas. I'll stick with bandana's all colors of the rainbow too. Hey I get by cheap on the hair products.

7. I ride a 2007 Sportster Harley Davidson when I have the strength to. It feels like a little bit of heaven running down the road with the wind in my face and bugs on my glasses.

8. I am a follow of Christ who saved me out of the ditch in 1974 when I was a strung out druggy and hard drinkin woman. I have not looked back since because I literally became a new person.

My choices for awards are so my freinds just copy the award and the rules and show us what you have to say.


http://salemslot9journal.blogspot.com/



http://Shatteredprose.blogspot.com/


http://toostubborntodie.blogspot.com/

http://daughtersoftheshadowmanII.blogspot.com/

http://nikonsniper.blogspot.com/

http://lifefaithincaneyhead/

Now after all this I remember why I hate doing this! LOL










































































































































































































































































Monday, November 15, 2010


Native Spirituality WOMAN -
I judge you not by what you wear, Whether your garment is of rag or riches,
Or your skin is of a color white or black, Whether you wear some gold or trinkets,
Or decorate yourself with stones and diamonds, I see you with the eye of Soul.
I know you, for who you are inside of you, Not for your smiles, for smiles... could be false,
Not for your looks, for looks could deceive, Not for your appearance, for that won’t last, And not for your clothes, for that only covers. I see you with the eye of Soul.
I am a friend to that you inside of you, Blind to human depiction on the outside, Deaf to unfair rumors and gossips Numb to human flaws of character For the eye within sees even more, I see you with the eye of Soul.
By Oliver O. Mbamara
Never judge a person on his outward appearance, it is not who he really is. It is what is in his heart and what comes out of his mouth.
Very wise person this Oliver O. Mbamara.
This is also what the Lord Jesus teaches too.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Friday Night

What a great evening I had going to the Fair, I haven't been to one since my kids were tiny and I lived in St. Helens, Oregon. That was probably 32 years ago!
We were invited to go by a good friend that lives in our Air Stream Land Yacht. You think I am kidding calling it a Land Yacht? That is what Wally Byam named them. Ours is a 1974 model.
Any way getting back to Steve who lives in it right now. He found out way back in June that Uncle Kraker was going to play at the fair and Steve's mission was to make sure we all got to go and experience their music since he is a fan of theirs.
Steve can hardly walk anymore so we borrowed a wheel chair for him and off we went.
It was shoulder to shoulder people when we got there and Abel (my husband) had to park and walk back probably 10 blocks.
Steve loved it, he made sure we got all the junk food we wanted to eat and he paid $15.00 dollars of a little Dream Catcher. Never mind your not supposed to buy one for yourself. It is supposed to be given to you by someone else.
Ya know I liked Uncle Krakers music and got to see them afar standing on a bail of hay looking over a sea of heads.
I felt I had a small victory in my life, having the energy to walk all over all evening and stand for a couple of hours on straw to watch good music. It didn't wipe my out in energy or make any of my muscles sore either.


Thursday, August 12, 2010

My journey has taken a new path



I was put on a path I wouldn't wish my worst enemy to take. It acturally started a year ago this last June.


I contracted the woman's silent killer called, "Ovarian Cancer". I just had a pap test which came out clean also. I just couldn't breath, I was gasping for air all the time.


I went into ER and they took a cat-scan and found that my lung cavities were filled up with fluid and it was caused from that dreaded cancer.


Long story short:


I went to the Boise hospital via the Fire station emergency wagon.


Put on Chemo therapy for several months every three weeks for 6 hours. They did a radical hysterectomy and took all the lymph nodes out of my stomach. All my hair fell out and I lost 30 pounds.


The bright side to that is I save on shampoo and cream rinse along with brushes, combs, hair dye and no long take high blood pressure meds.


After all this I was clean of it for 4 months.


Flash forward now to:


A year later in the same month June and I had moved to Washington and live in a place called Plymouth.


I ended up in Walla Walla, Washington in the ER because I couldn't have a bowel movement.


Of coarse they thought I was just badly constipated till I told them I had cancer in the past.


Yup another Cat scan latter.


It came back with a vengence and was squeesing off my colon.


Onward to Chemo again and alot of long faces in the doctor and nurse world.


I have had now 3 different session same thing, every 3 weeks for 6 hours. But you know I feel great!


Alot of people have come many miles to pray with me and have communion. I believe in the Lord Jesus and have perfect trust this path I am on he is carrying me through.


I will survive and be free one day.


Whether I live or die it is to Christ. Though I walk through the valley of death He is with me.


I am still bald but hey I have learned new tricks with bandanas!


Saturday, January 9, 2010

Onward We Go

The future is called "perhaps," which is the only possible thing to call the future. And the only important thing is not to allow that to scare you. ~Tennessee Williams, Orpheus Descending, 1957

Yesterday was my birthday! All my kids called me which never happens on my

birthday. I guess they fianlly figured out I won't always be around.

I have 2 goals I want to make in life right now.

To live longer then 64 because both my parents died at that age a year apart

To live longer then 75 because that is how old Elvis would be if he didn't die

Elvis and I were born on the same day.

I don't think I am asking for much do you? LOL

Back to Oral Roberts


Man did I blow it with my last entry on Oral Roberts. I am battling with my memory. I have lost a lot of it and I walk around in a cloudy mind.

I know that Oral was very controversial and a little over board with his statements but God did use him.

I knew a family that had a personal experience with the faith of that man and their faith.

When my ex-husband was a 12 year old kid, he was talked into climbing the back side of the rock
in the photo, Morro Rock. Well the kids were messing around up there and he fell off the thing.
He lived through it because it happened to be the lowest tide that day in about 20 years. The
paramedics rushed him to the hospital where he remained in a coma.
His folks always listened to Oral who in his TV program would tell people to send a personal
object of their loved on and he would pray over it.
The folks sent their son's handkerchief and he anointed it with oil and prayed over it and sent it
back to them.
When they the hanky right away they went to the hospital and laid it on his forehead. Within a
day he came out of the coma and walked with his folks out of the hospital.
Oral had a gift as a faith healer and the folks had the faith that the Lord would heal their child.
I respect the man for the gift God gave him and the faith of the parents and Oral had.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Thanksgiving is Almost here




God is pleased with no music below so much as with the thanksgiving songs of relieved widows and supported orphans; of rejoicing, comforted, and thankful persons."
Jeremy Taylor

This is going to be a wonderful Thanksgiving for me this year! I get to have it with all four of my kids who all live in the four corners of the world. I am so thankful to be with them all sitting at the table looking at all their shining faces.I hope it can happen more often.
Melis from Bend
Jeremiah from Astoria
Aaron from Burbank
Jeffery from New Berg
What a rich life I have

Monday, November 23, 2009

Ladies and Gentlemen share with loved ones.




Please forward this to all the ladies in your lives!! Please do not interrupt her trip ... She must reach every woman with this message about Ovarian Cancer..... Ovarian Cancer Whispers - so listen...Watch for Pelvic or abdominal pain or discomfort; vague but persistent gastrointestinal upsets such as gas, nausea, and indigestion; frequency and/or urgency of urination in the absence of an infection; unexplained weight gain or weight loss; pelvic and/or abdominal swelling, bloating and/or feeling of fullness; ongoing unusual fatigue; or unexplained changes in bowel habits. Aching legs.If symptoms persist for more than 2 weeks, ask your doctor for a combination pelvic/rectal exam, CA-125 blood test, and trans vaginal ultrasound. A Pap Test WILL NOT detect ovarian cancer. Please keep her going .......................................

= CONFIDENTIAL COMMUNICATION THIS TRANSMISSION IS INTENDED ONLY FOR THE INDIVIDUAL OR ENTITY TO WHICH IT IS ADDRESSED AND CONTAINS INFORMATION THAT IS CONFIDENTIAL. IF YOU HAVE RECEIVED THIS COMMUNICATION IN ERROR, PLEASE DELETE THE EMAIL AND CONTACT THE SENDER IMMEDIATELY. THIS INFORMATION MAY HAVE BEEN DISCLOSED TO YOU FROM CONFIDENTIAL RECORDS AND MAY BE PROTECTED BY FEDERAL AND STATE LAW. THIS INFORMATION MAY INCLUDE CONFIDENTIAL MENTAL HEALTH, SUBSTANCE ABUSE, ALCOHOL ABUSE AND/OR HIV-RELATED INFORMATION. FEDERAL AND STATE LAW PROHIBITS YOU FROM MAKING ANY FURTHER DISCLOSURE OF THIS INFORMATION WITHOUT THE SPECIFIC WRITTEN CONSENT OF THE PERSON TO WHOM IT PERTAINS, OR AS OTHERWISE PERMITTED BY LAW. ANY UNAUTHORIZED FURTHER DISCLOSURE IN VIOLATION OF THE LAW MAY RESULT IN A FINE OR JAIL SENTENCE OR BOTH. A GENERAL AUTHORIZATION FOR THE RELEASE OF THIS INFORMATION MAY NOT BE SUFFICIENT AUTHORIZATION FOR FURTHER DISCLOSURE.=

This one is a silent killer,
The only symptoms I had was that I had a hard time breathing even though I have asthma and I lost a lot of weight without trying. I think I did have bloating of my stomach looking back and aching legs which I attributed to working 8 hours a day, 5 days a week.
The key point, a pap test does not detect it, I know I had one only a few month before I ended up in the emergency room the first of two times.
I pray this never happens to any of you.


Saturday, November 21, 2009

Saturday, November 14, 2009

First Snow

What a beautiful morning! Our first snow arrived last night and now it is sparkling like diamonds as the sun hits it in front of a blue sky. When I got up this morning a 6am it as only 15 degrees but it has warmed up to 30 now.

I still am cold and wear a bandana on my head with double layering of clothes. Maybe I will burn more calories from the shivers. I don't feel sick though! I can still eat what I want and water doesn't taste like metal so I am doing wonderful, Thank You Lord!

I have started taking photos again since we got a new Nikon CoolPix p90, nice camera. My last one someone stole from us right out of our yard. Several visitors from the neighborhood dropped by to visit and one of them picked it up and took it. You can't trust anyone these days it seems. We think we know which one did it but they would only deny it. We have a much better camera now anyway.

This is my Thanksgiving Catus I nurture all year long for just this one month to see it bloom, Oh well.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Schmap

Well I can tell I haven't used this blog for a long time! I just spent an hour figuring out how to put a widget in my gadget. I found a way to express how much I love the Napa Valley and all their vineyards. They are all so beautiful and have such luscius wines to boot. Schmap map is the bomb.

My friend Puff was so wonderful yesterday. He got to my house a 7 am to take me to my 5th Chemo session. I have to go to Idaho and it is about 80 miles away in the mountain time zone which is an hour ahead of us. We made it there with 15 minutes to boot. He is such a generous man because he had to wait there in a tiny town called Fruitland. For 6 hours I got to lay in bed and sleep as they hook my arm upto all sorts of bags of medicines to get me through to a better life and health. The nurses give me what they call the comfort room. It is a set aside from the large common room where every one lays who is only there for an hour then go.

By the way Puff got his name because he is either puffing on a cigar or a pipe. He is such a awesome friend. I wanted to pay for his gas and he wouldn't let me.

I got through my session fine and I even took a walk with my dog Tusa which means Praire dog in my husbands native tongue. I will do fine tomorrow too but watch out the third day I crash hard.
They send me home with two days worth of these pills that make me feel like I could climb Mt. Everest easily. After that I am on my own the this stuff.

Anyway check out my new gadget it is the bomb!